What if I didn't feel anything. Not joy or sadness. Not pain or contentment. Not solitude or anxiety? Do we need anxiety? Is it something that makes us complete? There is anxiety in everyone's life, but it's at different levels.
Times I felt anxious in the past - when I learned about my first husband's relationship with the woman in California. When my son got into trouble. When I faced accusations at work. But there were reasons for that anxiety and so when the situation was resolved, the anxiety was gone. Now I don't have anything that I can identify that causes the anxiety. It's been longer this time - 4 weeks instead of 3. That's a good thing. I did take an extra pill today and that seemed to help.
I want my balance maintained in my life. It used to be and it's always been a priority for me. I will continue to pray that it gets better faster.
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